“I thought…was there a last day? Did I get help? Did I really get help? Honestly I really don’t know... I sometimes feel I just learned to cope.”

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“Upon reflection now I understand the moment I pulled the trigger of my gun the life I knew, the person I was, the future I envisioned for myself and my family would never be the same.”

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“My adrenaline dump was fueling my numbness. My hyper-vigilance was fueling my ability to not sleep or close my eyes. Although I cried heavily once I was officially advised Renn did not survive his wounds…"

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